[God, it's like the situation with Tommy and Kate all over again, except with her comes the actual offerto explain things. Billy chews on his lower lip for a moment to consider his options, then finally shakes his head.]

Probably... should keep some stuff on the down-low. Any time it comes up, I keep getting this feeling that the future isn't going to be good. I'd rather wonder about it than know and start freaking out over something I can't change.